Sexual abuse

Hummingbird. Remember this movie? Mengingat film ini dibintangi Jason Statham, maka ia menjadi daftar film yang wajib tonton pekan ini. I never miss watching Jason's movie was even one time ;p Film ini tentang mantan serdadu perang Afghanistan asal London (Joseph yang diperankan Statham) yg kabur dari penjara militer yg akhirnya dihadapkan pada misteri pembunuhan kekasih gelapnya di tengah perdagangan hitam dunia narkotika (kekasih gelap, krn sejatinya ia telah punya anak istri namun ia telantarkan dan memilih terjun ke dunia gangster *fuck man!). Ia dipenjara karena salah membunuh org ketika di Afghanistan. Ia membunuh membabibuta bkn tanpa sebab, krn saat ia dan lima rekannya dlm perjalanan pulang ke markas di dalam tank semi terbuka tiba-tiba peluru dari langit menyerang membabibuta menewaskan lima kawannya tsb. Beruntung Joseph di posisi tertutup atap tank jadi tidak ikut tertembak. "Maka akupun membabibuta membunuh lima org Afghanistan pertama yg kutemui," kata Joseph seakan ingin membenarkan aksi balas dendamnya.

Bukan aksi Joseph yang kali ini menyita perhatian, namun penokohan biarawati galau bernama Christine (diperankan oleh model ceking asal Polandia Agata Buzek). She's (still) confused about the existence of God, then she fall in love, drank, kisses and end up with making love (of course with Joseph) before she left to Africa. Being a nun since childhood wasn't what she had dreamed of. Her dad insisted her to be a ballerina since she was 8-10 years. Kalau saja Christine tdk menuruti kehendak sang ayah, mungkin ia tdk akan menjadi pembunuh instruktur baletnya yang telah mencabulinya 17 kali. "Hendak ke-18 kalinya ia berbuat cabul, aku telah menyiapkan pisau. Entah mengapa kberanianku muncul saat itu," kata Christine kpd Joseph. Mengingat usianya masih anak2 maka hukuman penjara tidak dijatuhkan padanya, dan sbg gantinya ia harus menjalani hari2 di dalam asrama biarawati. Menjalani pendidikan agama. 

"It's called fate," tegas Christine lagi pada Joseph. It reminds me when I was 10. I was sexually abused by my physical education (PE) teacher aka sport teacher. He hugged and fondled the intimate part (breast) of mine and another his girl students : I probably would also kill him if he raped or molested me many times just like Christine. Me, nor my friends didn't feel anything and didn't know how should react whether good or bad. I only remembered his words "Just study hard or I'll give you a bad score!" he smile at me. I forgot maybe it happened twice or something. I didn't tell anyone, so did my friends until we met in the same high school and shared the same story. And ever since then I hate all of the PE teacher! You know, mostly sexual abuse case in school involving teachers (PE) sex abuse. So bad  and it remain unreported. You're all parents with the daughters (children), teach them about their intimate parts and function due to their age, which is no one can touch but their parents.