dear 씨 "ㅅ"

i dont know what u think about me
actually i dont really care
i just hate the way u make a joke for me
is that funny?
how poor u are

is all a fake?
God sake, u dont know at all about me

u dont know how bad ur thought abot everything
is theres's nothing good at all?

live doesnt like what u think
or like everywhere u turn

i just pray 4u to be better
now and ever

Thx God

Full moon

that was a night on Friday July 15th
purnama bulat sempura
purnama kali kedua
yg kulihat tepat di dpn kamar kos

beautiful
a friend once told me,
ketika purnama tampak besar bulat sempurna di atas
bermakna keinginan yg terkabul dlm wkt dekat

amin : 아민

yg pasti, terakhir kulihat purnama penuh saat perjalanan di tanah Jeddah menuju Madinah. Subhanallah...

diantara gersang gurun senja hari
purnama tampak gagah dan anggun

for a reason

the glory of sadness
people cry and laugh
for sometimes
twist and turn
for a reason

but one thing i know
there's always be a choice

sedih dan bahagia adalah pilihan
manusia yg hebat, bukan ia yg tak pernah punya masalah
bukan ia yg tak pernah sedih
tp ia yg 1000x bangkit dr 500x kegagalan

kesedihan sering menjadi cara Tuhan
pd manusia agar lebih kuat mengingat-Nya
agar lebih dekat dg-Nya
kadang juga cara yg tepat
menegur manusia atas sebuah "kelalaian"

we feel sad just because we don't get something what we expected
feel not good enough to be somebody

jauh meringkuk dalam kegagalan

is an expected do something in vain?

as long as u believe
hope doesn't get older
we always have a choice
choice to be what we want

u only need sometimes
to let ur self be empty
and weightless to find some peace